No seniors..

So it is completely gay without seniors at the high school. I have about 4 people in almost all of my classes and I hate it. This class is one of the worst. I don't have Kaleb to talk to anymore and it completely sucks. I sit in class without saying a word and to be honest I am super annoyed almost every day. I'm pretty sure I am not the only one that feels this way either because I have talked to a couple other students and they agree. It is just boring without people here and I'm so ready to be out of school. It is such a drag not to mention dancing how many hours a week. Lately I have just lost motivation for a lot of things. And I have decided people can not be real, or make decisions, or some people are just too open about things. I learned a long time ago not to trust anyone. There are about 3 people I truly trust in life, and those people are Abby, Remis, and Tyler. Yepp that's it. Those 3 are also my main support and keep me from screwing up my life like I have in the past. I have been getting worse and worse lately and it is starting to scare me. I don't know what to do anymore. Those 3 have helped me take baby steps into getting better, but I don't know how long that will last because when summer comes I am constantly making horrible decisions and getting into trouble. I used to think it was okay to do the things I was doing, but now after I have been through it I realized how much it hurt me, other people, and my family. So we'll see if I can overcome the bad choices I make. It have just become more major and serious. But as of now I have no motivation and don't really care where I end up. So let's pray I can pull myself together before it gets worse.

Seniors last week!

So I am pretty sad for the seniors to be leaving. I have so many senior friends and it will be weird without them in the halls and in class. I don't know what I'm going to do when Kaleb leaves. Sit here alone I guess. Ha. But today was the water fight during 4th and 5th lunch! It was so fun! No one got mad we just all fought back and had a blast. I will miss the craziness of all the seniors. This weekend was pretty fun. I didn't go to prom, but I did go to post prom for awhile. After was fun also. I was up till about 7:30. School has just flew by this year. Next year I'm sure I will be happy to be done with the whole school part, but leaving everyone and us going our separate ways makes me sad. I will miss things here if I do leave. Hopefully a lot of the people going to highschool will come back often! This week will go by extremely fast I am sure. There are so many graduations I have to go to these next two weekends! It will be fun, but also stressful. Hopefully I can accomplish some homework and maybe get some sleep the rest of this week!

Long Weekend!

We had a short week last week! It was really nice! We had a half of day Wednesday so my friends and I went to Burrito King. It was good! Then Friday we didn't have school. I went fourwheeling and got full of mud. It was fun until two of the guys I was with crashed and one rolled. Let me mind you that the one that rolled almost died earlier this year and was life flighted for crashing a fourwheeler. But I had fun then Abby and me went to some kids house and watched a movie, then we went out for the night. It was pretty fun! Saturday I was out and about everywhere. I got to see a lot of my friends from Lincoln which was fun. Bellar leaves tomorrow for basic training and that makes me want to cry. I hate the fact that I will not see him for 3 months or more. But it is for the better probably. Anyways work, school, and dance is getting really old. I feel like so much stuff is being given to us to do in school. I have so much work to do and it is driving me nuts. Dance, oh boy, none of our dances are done and we have recital in a month! That freaks me out a little bit! I'm really excited to be competing next year. I missed going to competitions and dancing on a stage! It should be fun. I haven't slept till about 3 or 4 every night this week and I'm exhausted! Well this is my blog for now!

Kaleb

Kaleb didn't save a spot for me on the computer in the library. I didn't have my notebook and all the computers were taken up! I am very angry with him, but now I got a computer. Stupid Kalep!

I'm glad you called..

This weekend was pretty darn interesting if I do say so myself. Friday I went out to eat with my girls then hungout with my boys for awhile. Then I went home early because Saturday was the ACT. That test was pretty lame and some of it was hard. After that I went 4-wheeling and rode dirtbikes! That was pretty fun. Saturday night was filled with different things. Ha. I went to a friends house and about everyone was there. Isvi was back from the National Gaurd so I was extremely pumped to see him!! Then Abby and me went to some kids house to listen to Ethan rap! Haa! That was pretty dang fun! But heres the best part... that kid lives 2 houses away from Rowse! So yes me and Abby went to Rowse's house! It was a good time! That was probably the highlight of my weekend! This week has already been stressful and its only Tuesday. Yesterday my day consisted of dancing! Pink Panther practice was 7 to 8 in the morning. Then school till 3:30. Right after school we had another Pink Panther practice. From that I went straight to work, which I remind you my job is teaching dance! Then I had 2 and a half hours of my own dance class. And after that we practice the Pink Panther dance till late. It was pretty tiring! And here goes to another day of that. I'm becoming so worn out and tired. I never even get a chance to eat or sit down for 5 minutes. School is a bummer too. I feel like this is the last chance to get my grades up and I should probably do that. Everytime I bring books home I never do the work. Blahhh! I'm so ready for summer and not to have to worry about anything!

Blog for the week!

I had a good Easter break. I did so many fun things and for once it actually felt like summertime! I went to Comlumbus with my girls which was probably one of my favorite days of break. We ate at Amigos and went to a park and played! After that I got with all of my girls and we died Easter eggs together. I saw so many people over break that I haven't seen for so long. Everyone was back from college and it was just a good time. All of my boys from Lincoln were back so that was very exciting. I hungout with Bellar and Jared all Easter day which was fun. Other then that I did not do much for Easter. This weekend will probably be pretty boring. Tomorrow I have to take the ACT which I am pretty nervous for. But tonight I am going out to eat, yet again, with my girls! And I might hangout with this guy. He is my ex and did some really messed up things to me. But now he wants me back and I really don't know what to do. He's graduating this year and is going to UNO to plan football, but now he wants me to go to UNO to be with him. I actually was planning on UNO, Northeast or Texas Tech. So hey maybe things will work out in my favor since I never fully got over him. I'm hoping for a good weekend and to do good on the ACT. Wish me luck!

Spring Break!

So the weather is finally warm! I love it!!!! Yesterday I drove a stick shift which was super fun! ha I used to drive my dads and yesterday I drove Patricks. I killed it a few times but oh well! Today is the last day of the week and I am pretty excited! I am ready for a fun weekend! I am going golfing tomorrow which should be interesting and then I have one of my friend's 21st birthday party! All of the boys from Lincoln are coming back so it should be a great time. I think I am going to Columbus sometime over break for Amigos! I actually want to do fun things over break because this town just sucks. There is never much to do. So I am ready to have some fun!