No seniors..

So it is completely gay without seniors at the high school. I have about 4 people in almost all of my classes and I hate it. This class is one of the worst. I don't have Kaleb to talk to anymore and it completely sucks. I sit in class without saying a word and to be honest I am super annoyed almost every day. I'm pretty sure I am not the only one that feels this way either because I have talked to a couple other students and they agree. It is just boring without people here and I'm so ready to be out of school. It is such a drag not to mention dancing how many hours a week. Lately I have just lost motivation for a lot of things. And I have decided people can not be real, or make decisions, or some people are just too open about things. I learned a long time ago not to trust anyone. There are about 3 people I truly trust in life, and those people are Abby, Remis, and Tyler. Yepp that's it. Those 3 are also my main support and keep me from screwing up my life like I have in the past. I have been getting worse and worse lately and it is starting to scare me. I don't know what to do anymore. Those 3 have helped me take baby steps into getting better, but I don't know how long that will last because when summer comes I am constantly making horrible decisions and getting into trouble. I used to think it was okay to do the things I was doing, but now after I have been through it I realized how much it hurt me, other people, and my family. So we'll see if I can overcome the bad choices I make. It have just become more major and serious. But as of now I have no motivation and don't really care where I end up. So let's pray I can pull myself together before it gets worse.

Seniors last week!

So I am pretty sad for the seniors to be leaving. I have so many senior friends and it will be weird without them in the halls and in class. I don't know what I'm going to do when Kaleb leaves. Sit here alone I guess. Ha. But today was the water fight during 4th and 5th lunch! It was so fun! No one got mad we just all fought back and had a blast. I will miss the craziness of all the seniors. This weekend was pretty fun. I didn't go to prom, but I did go to post prom for awhile. After was fun also. I was up till about 7:30. School has just flew by this year. Next year I'm sure I will be happy to be done with the whole school part, but leaving everyone and us going our separate ways makes me sad. I will miss things here if I do leave. Hopefully a lot of the people going to highschool will come back often! This week will go by extremely fast I am sure. There are so many graduations I have to go to these next two weekends! It will be fun, but also stressful. Hopefully I can accomplish some homework and maybe get some sleep the rest of this week!

Long Weekend!

We had a short week last week! It was really nice! We had a half of day Wednesday so my friends and I went to Burrito King. It was good! Then Friday we didn't have school. I went fourwheeling and got full of mud. It was fun until two of the guys I was with crashed and one rolled. Let me mind you that the one that rolled almost died earlier this year and was life flighted for crashing a fourwheeler. But I had fun then Abby and me went to some kids house and watched a movie, then we went out for the night. It was pretty fun! Saturday I was out and about everywhere. I got to see a lot of my friends from Lincoln which was fun. Bellar leaves tomorrow for basic training and that makes me want to cry. I hate the fact that I will not see him for 3 months or more. But it is for the better probably. Anyways work, school, and dance is getting really old. I feel like so much stuff is being given to us to do in school. I have so much work to do and it is driving me nuts. Dance, oh boy, none of our dances are done and we have recital in a month! That freaks me out a little bit! I'm really excited to be competing next year. I missed going to competitions and dancing on a stage! It should be fun. I haven't slept till about 3 or 4 every night this week and I'm exhausted! Well this is my blog for now!

Kaleb

Kaleb didn't save a spot for me on the computer in the library. I didn't have my notebook and all the computers were taken up! I am very angry with him, but now I got a computer. Stupid Kalep!

I'm glad you called..

This weekend was pretty darn interesting if I do say so myself. Friday I went out to eat with my girls then hungout with my boys for awhile. Then I went home early because Saturday was the ACT. That test was pretty lame and some of it was hard. After that I went 4-wheeling and rode dirtbikes! That was pretty fun. Saturday night was filled with different things. Ha. I went to a friends house and about everyone was there. Isvi was back from the National Gaurd so I was extremely pumped to see him!! Then Abby and me went to some kids house to listen to Ethan rap! Haa! That was pretty dang fun! But heres the best part... that kid lives 2 houses away from Rowse! So yes me and Abby went to Rowse's house! It was a good time! That was probably the highlight of my weekend! This week has already been stressful and its only Tuesday. Yesterday my day consisted of dancing! Pink Panther practice was 7 to 8 in the morning. Then school till 3:30. Right after school we had another Pink Panther practice. From that I went straight to work, which I remind you my job is teaching dance! Then I had 2 and a half hours of my own dance class. And after that we practice the Pink Panther dance till late. It was pretty tiring! And here goes to another day of that. I'm becoming so worn out and tired. I never even get a chance to eat or sit down for 5 minutes. School is a bummer too. I feel like this is the last chance to get my grades up and I should probably do that. Everytime I bring books home I never do the work. Blahhh! I'm so ready for summer and not to have to worry about anything!

Blog for the week!

I had a good Easter break. I did so many fun things and for once it actually felt like summertime! I went to Comlumbus with my girls which was probably one of my favorite days of break. We ate at Amigos and went to a park and played! After that I got with all of my girls and we died Easter eggs together. I saw so many people over break that I haven't seen for so long. Everyone was back from college and it was just a good time. All of my boys from Lincoln were back so that was very exciting. I hungout with Bellar and Jared all Easter day which was fun. Other then that I did not do much for Easter. This weekend will probably be pretty boring. Tomorrow I have to take the ACT which I am pretty nervous for. But tonight I am going out to eat, yet again, with my girls! And I might hangout with this guy. He is my ex and did some really messed up things to me. But now he wants me back and I really don't know what to do. He's graduating this year and is going to UNO to plan football, but now he wants me to go to UNO to be with him. I actually was planning on UNO, Northeast or Texas Tech. So hey maybe things will work out in my favor since I never fully got over him. I'm hoping for a good weekend and to do good on the ACT. Wish me luck!

Spring Break!

So the weather is finally warm! I love it!!!! Yesterday I drove a stick shift which was super fun! ha I used to drive my dads and yesterday I drove Patricks. I killed it a few times but oh well! Today is the last day of the week and I am pretty excited! I am ready for a fun weekend! I am going golfing tomorrow which should be interesting and then I have one of my friend's 21st birthday party! All of the boys from Lincoln are coming back so it should be a great time. I think I am going to Columbus sometime over break for Amigos! I actually want to do fun things over break because this town just sucks. There is never much to do. So I am ready to have some fun!

Friday!

So today I actually got something done in class. Kaleb is not here and I must say I feel very out of the loop. Sitting by myself without my class buddy. Ha. And Miss Rowse is gone so really I don't have anyone to talk to. But after doing my movie review and actually paying attention to what I was writing I started to realize some things. I want to be a person like Precious and go for my goals. She decided she needed to do what was best for her even if it was putting her and her child on the streets. I was to be able to stand up for myself like she does, which I think I do a pretty good job of. Anyways... I am going to USD tonight to visit my sister! I am pretty excited, but she lives in a sorority and that is so not my style. So hopefully I will not get into it with any sorority stuck up girls. Because last time I went there was not so hot. Ha. But I am pretty excited to go chill with her and maybe hit up some frat parties! This year is going so fast and its going to be sad when everyone leaves. Then next year its us! That will be hard for my group of girls because we have all been best friends since kindergarten! I'm so not ready to grow up. And the saddest part is that I'm looking into going to Texas Tech. Its an amazing school, but its so far away. A lot of my family lives in Texas though so I would be closer to them. But leaving everyone would kill me. I'm very undecided of my future, but I have a lot of time left thankfully!

This Week

So today is Friday and it really doesn't feel like a Friday. This weather sucks and I just want to go to sleep. State last weekend was pretty depressing. Not to mention I missed the game Friday which was the best game of them all. That was not too cool. But I had fun performing and we all had a good time. Just loosing was not too fun. This week has gone by pretty fast. I'm back to dance because we were off for spring break. I have been teaching a lot this week because one of our teachers is sick so I took on all of her classes. This weekend should be fun. I think I might go to Omaha or Lincoln, but I am not sure yet. I am pretty stressed and annoyed today, but I am not sure why. I am going to eat at Leons tonight and I am pretty pumped for that! Besides that I'm not sure what else I will be doing. I got stuck in the snow last night and it was gay! It was so deep and I could not get out. I had to call my sister's ex boyfriend that works at Jerrys to get a tow truck and pull me out. So that was my night last night. Hopefully this weekend will be fun.

Monday..

So I'm not ready to be back at school, but the weekend did seem pretty long! I had a pretty good weekend and had some fun! So Kaleb is telling me now how he hates cheaters and he is very angry about it! So I get dimissed at 1:50 today to go down to Lincoln and go to the districts basketball game. I'm not a fan of riding buses so that will kind of suck, but it should be fun. We are performing a dance we have already performed and not to be selfish but I'm pretty much never in the front but a few parts so it doesn't make me too happy! Oh welllll.... But the bus rides home are not fun! We are riding with the cheerleaders and we always get into fights with them! It never fails! Tomorrow will be the same thing, back to Lincoln for second round of districts. I was talking to Kyson about basketball and he really thinks if they play as a team we will be state champions! That would be pretty sweet and we really should win because we are number 1! But hopefully this week goes fast because I am so ready for summer! Warm weather, lake time, late nights, wakeboarding, skiing, tanning, oh I could go on forever! Can't wait!

Weekend

So the weekend is here and I'm pretty excited. Finally a break from school although this week went pretty fast. I want to go to Lincoln this weekend, but I don't know if I will. This week has been pretty eventful. Dance is just getting to the point where I hate going. I'm a dancer, its what I love and what I'm good at, but sometimes you got to make sacrifices. So who knows where I'll be next year. Dance is my life, but as of right now I do not want to dance anymore. So it will be an interesting next year. But back to the weekend. I plan on having fun this weekend. I haven't done much these past few weekends and I'm ready to do some fun stuff! So here goes to the weekend!

Florida!

So we went to Florida last Thursday. The plane rides were not so fun. And yes I did cry on the takeoff. Planes freak me out, but when we arrived in Florida it was a whole new world! We stood in line for a couple hours to ride the bus back to our hotel. When we got there we all planned to hurry and change and hit the parks! Our hotel was pretty gross, not going to lie. It was one of the lower class Disney resorts, something I am not used to. We all got ready and went to Epcot. There was no lines so we got to ride the rides over and over. The whole time we were down there we were so busy. We rode many roller coasters and it was a blast. The day of our performance crept up and it was no more roller coasters. We practiced and tried to calm our nerves. On the stage I could not breathe. It was crazy! After we performed we felt so confident about the dance...but apparently it wasn't good enough. We made it to semi-finals which is the second round and then we were not able to make it to the finals :( It was still a super fun experience, but all of us were ready to come home! Now we have to perform at districts and state. We are learning a new routine which is pretty weak compared to our nationals dance. Oh well, at least we get to perform!

Short blog.

Kaleb will miss me when I am in Florida! He is probably going to cry! And Miss Rowse will also miss me!

Florida!!

So in 3 days I will be on my way to Florida! I'm started to get way more excited. We got our times of when and where we dance. After our performance Friday I feel pretty good about us being at nationals. Everyone said we did really good and watching the video makes me feel alot better then before. Our turns were really together and that is a plus because that rarely ever happens. I'm pretty excited to be riding rides! Should be a good time. But with 20 girls it could get a little dramaful. We have had quite the drama squad this year so hopefully we will all get along!

A week from today..

A week from today I will be on a airplane to Florida! I am very excited to be going to Disney World again. As I am writing this Kaleb is shining a mouse light in my face. He also tried to break my arm today and he is a very mean guy! I don't want to sit by him anymore. I am also very sad because I wanted to attend Ms. Rowse's purse party but I will be in Florida! I ate at Panda Garden today and I am super full. The chinese guy told Kate she must be starving!! It has been a pretty slow week. Our big performance is Friday and I am very excited! Yayyy for nationals!!!

my week..

All my days are busy with dance and work. Monday I teach my little baby class for a hour. That is my favorite class of all. I have a little boy named Nathaniel and he is so funny. Then I always eat at Abby's house for dinner and usually go straight to modern and ballet class. But this week on Monday my mom, Abby, and me went to the doctor. The doctor told me I had bronchitis. So me and Abby were over a hour late to class. Tuesday, I went to Grand Island right after school for the basketball game. It wasn't a very interesting game, but it was still fun. Wednesday after school I have a hip hop class to assist. Then from 7-10 I have tap, jazz, and hip hop. During hip hop I coughed and something popped in my rib. It hurt so bad I cried. So now I have a torn muscle in my rib or a cracked rib. Thursday I slept then went to school after lunch and after school I assisted another baby class of mine. They were very naughty and made me and Bri pretty angry. Later that night I went to the girls varsity game to watch Kate play and then I went to Myles's and watched Jersey Shore. Now I am ready for the weekend!

Game Day

There is a basketball game in Grand Island today. I am going with some girls. We're leaving afterschool and driving there. It should be a fun time. I think they will win. Good luck boys and girls!

Kaleb Korth

As I was reading Kaleb's autobiography today I realized I know his brother. He was good friends with my sister and I used to ride crotchrockets with him. They are both very shy which makes sense. Also with Kaleb I found out to sit on the right side of him because he can't hear well out of his left ear. Now we are reading a magazine. It is a fun time.

Normal day for me...

So today was long and tiring. I had Pink Panthers this morning and it didn't go too well. Everyone is getting very sick of the dance and complaining to eachother. We all and so tired after doing the dance, it is ridiculous. I hate getting up in the mornings and I'm getting really sick of it. Nationals is in February, so we are preparing for that. We leave February 4th and I can't wait. Nationals are in Florida so it will be nice and warm there. Besides the fact of us all not getting along it should be fun! School is just a drag and I can't wait to graduate. Only a year and a half left! I taught my hip hop class after school. That did not make me too happy. I teach 6-9 year olds and they did not understand the choreography Audrey and I showed them. Super annoying I must say! Then I had dance from 7-10. Tap, jazz, and hip hop which put me in a better mood. Now I am ready for bed, but I still have homework. YAY!

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